20.5.10

just hit the soft spot


Found this song on the radio playing away on 137.7AM, just one of those mornings on the way to Uni. It really caught my heart and ears, and made me put it on replay since.... Just a nice song that I wanted to share with everyone =] Simple lyrics, yet beautiful story behind. So enjoy it friends...=] You know, once in a while its good to change from all those high beat genres or genres of the 21st century and just simply kick back and appreciate one of the greatest oldies of all time =P "i'd really love to see you tonight" ....

I'd really love to see you tonight...

I'd Really Love to See You Tonight
England Dan & John Ford Coley

Hello, yeah, it's been a while.
Not much, how 'bout you?
I'm not sure why I called,
I guess I really just wanted to talk to you.
And I was thinking maybe later on,
We could get together for a while.
It's been such a long time,
And I really do miss your smile.

I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

We could go walking through a windy park,
Or take a drive along the beach.
Or stay at home and watch t.v.
You see, it really doesn't matter much to me.


I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really 
love to see you tonight.

I won't ask for promises,
So you won't have to lie.
We've both played that game before,
Say I 
love you, then say goodbye.
I'm not talking 'bout moving in,
And I don't want to change your life.
But there's a warm wind blowing,
The stars are out, and I'd really love to see you tonight.

Well other than listening to this song, i haven't really done anything yet...besides a morning jog =] which i wouldn't have gone otherwise if not for yiing =] Although if any of you are thinking... what the hell?~Morning jog? Is she crazy?  0__0 Let me just tell you how GOOD it feels to jog in the misty cold mornings when the air is soo fresh and clear and you cannot possibly experience more fresh an air than that=] So note to self* take more morning jogs! It makes your body feel so much better and fresher, ready for anything that the day holds ! 

Okkkk this is it ! time to go do some workkk =] and hopefully it will be productive work ! 

I'm not sure why i called.. i guess i really just wanted to talk to you...

18.5.10

Back to the times

I should really be listening to my micro lecture but i just cannot absolutely be bothered LOL... well heres the reason: I saw a special someone's email and got blown away by the purity of soul put into it that right now, i have nothing in my brain but those words i read from the email. 

God is amazing. We will never be able to fathom the magnitude of his love, his faithfulness and his powers. These "coincidences" are not so much coincidences sometimes.... particularly when these colliding events are of such rarity... i.e. the same line of issue studied at YAG and received in that email.... I mean WOW... what are the chances of that? That you go to YAG and start on this topic, and in the same night you randomly decide to check your email (Which for someone who doesn't ever check the mails... its a abnormality) and pop out comes this email from someone whom you havent seen or talked to in ages, emailing you abt the same issue!!!! 

I truly believe GOD is a GOD of timing, he makes the timing so perfect, that it hits you in the soft spot... So whenever you're down or weary, just remember that GOD has a timing for everything, he is a loving, caring, faithful and true GOD and that he will NEVER let you fall and hurt yourself.


He is back home =]]]]]

17.5.10

I can feel the sunshine

The cold chilly winds of the morning, turned into a sunny bright afternoon with the sun's rays shone upon my gloomy mood. It turned the frown deep inside, upside down to a smile radiating from within. Just as I couldn't help but wonder when he would call... a private number called... and the day brightened in an instant flash, with the thought of his voice coming from that red brick mobile phone of mine. =] An hour of this familiar voice was just about all i needed to hear and i did. =] 


Later in the day, I received 2 calls, one from pancake parlour and one from Beacon Wealth, informing me of an interview with each. It was excitement, excitement and more excitement topped with anticipation, nervousness and then... it fell over the cliff, *kapewwwwww* diving into a pool of mixed feelings. As usual my brain is abit retarded in its way of thinking, so yehh. >__<


Anyway this is it for today, that familiar voice is waiting for a call, and i must sit by my house phone in patience for the home phone to be available so i can hog it for the night. =P Nites ppl

16.5.10

A passing rain cloud

I am not whining, don't get me wrong...
But i'm just saying what i feel...

Its only been a short while... 
Its only been days...
Though i can't help but to miss the many things about you that makes me smile...
I know I'm too reliant, but you just can't blame me...
I've been conditioned to be this way, 
through the times with you and me...
 
So I know in my mind that you have to go one day,
But it never registers in this heart, 
coz I don't know how to face it.

I've promised you many things and I can only wish...
that i'll be able to keep to them even after you leave. 
I'll try my best, no guarantees...
So don't expect too much from me. 

Guess what?
I tried too hard over the last few days
to write out everything i wanted to say..
But i realized it was simply impossible
because it's beyond what only words could paint
As much as i would like to, i want to tell you everything
You know i don't mean to be selfish and keep part of me
But i just need reassurance, that you'll still desire it eventually.

 


 

9.5.10

just a thought

It's another one of those gloomy doomy days that just makes you wana sleep in or do nothing literally. Only that because it is the day before monday (with Uni ) , hence if you do absolutely nothing today, tmr will be kind of screwed up too! But sometimes to be able to just let go for a day, whether be it a monday, sunday, or any day of the week, regardless of what is on the next day, feels kind of free and nice. N that is exactly what i'm doing today. =D and we shall let tmr come as it will and take one step at a time for now!

I was sitting in the car today (driving in to the city - QV market) when my dad suddenly reminded me of how fast time passes, that before you even know it, people whom you've treasured dearly are about to step out of your life, just like that. When all you want to do is to stop time and not move on, the fact of the matter is that nothing you can say or do is going to change a thing that's about to happen. And so all i can do is sit here and slowly go through a packet of sweet chilli crispy chips, in hope that these unhealthy potatoes will get me by or pull me back together. The truth is, even now that i'm half way through them, i still don't find much comfort in them. Each chip that I eat is pretty much nothing more than a detriment to my body, but despite the fact that i'm aware of it's harm, i just can't stop. I don't have anything else that i can use to vent my frustrations or moodiness. Really, times like these make me stop n go, "yea a blog is what i really need", because when everything disappears and time refuses to stop and wait for you, it is a blog that becomes the ears and the place of refuge. 


7.5.10

IP MAN 2

IP MAN 2
BEST MOVIE EVER!!!  =] ShazZzzz ur Awesome for making me go! otherwise i would have missed out on the best movie of all time! This movie was filled with intense action packed scenes that would make you wanna kick your legs up in the air and grab on to a pillow n go omg omg omg omg PLEASE WIN!!! ASIAN PRIDE AT STAKE! =] Everyone like clapped n cheered when he pawned that stupid asshole LOL i felt like i was just on the verge of punching that boxer champ dude LOL
And as for those ppl who BAILED on us last min... I.e. VINCENT n stuuuufff!!! xP u guys missed out on an Awesome as movie!!! just letting you noe heheheh ! But i gotta give it to u that the weather was too gloomy to do anything awesome though coz that was how i felt at the start too lololol.
But tis alrite since i went shopping n hung out with my eunice =P hehehe that was fun! n sitting at the top levels of MC looking down n commenting at every dude that stood out from the crowd ! that was quite fun n relaxing to do =P brings the mood up from a gloom doom to a smiley happy mood !
thats all for now folks!
See ya round!!!
more to come=] photos if i find any hahaha

6.5.10

welcomeeee

Hi guysss =P If ur reading this right now it means ur either SUPER special or VERY cool  =P n hence u have been invited to this blog ! p.s. though it is a shitty blog sooo don't expect much =P just drop in every now n then when time allows u to =] n leave me something on the board ! I'll try to blog every few days but yehh =] bad habits of forgetting i even have a blog tend to kick in every now n then LOl =] anyways im off to watch tv now! [another bad habit but very educational since i do watch big bang theory HEHEHE] So see u round BABES n DUDES =]

just to viv coz ur special!

HI VIV!!!! welcome to my un-awesome blog !!! ANd since its sooooo un cool , i just decided to dedicate a post just to u, to make up for it lololol!
ANyways i dont blog that often =] so yehhh but u gotta remind me i have a blog so i'll rmbr to write something up every few days LOL otherwise i'll just forget abt it for like months HAHAHA
Anyways =] SEE U ROUND HUN!

XOXOXOX MUACKS!