heaven ~

Got a picture of your house
And you're standing by the door
It's black and white and faded
And it's looking pretty worn

See the factory that I worked
Silhouetted in the back
The memories are gray
but man they're really coming back

I don't need to be a superman
As long as you will always be my biggest fan

Memories is something worth keeping at times and yet at other times... worth deserting. but for me i can say most of my memories are worth keeping and i'll never forget them for as long as i live...

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1a826ffdd988a8da27bb

I HAV TO SAY THAT IS THE COOLEST EVER VIDEO!!! it really connected to my heart n koreans are awesome! they can dance to anything n everything! n i love it how this dance [ check the video out ] is for god =D

today i left the house with troubles weighing my mind down, as if i had a tonne of weights on my head... not expecting much fun throughout the day ... but surprisingly the outing really made me let my mind relax n my frustrations disappear which was really good i guess...

alrite so ben and i headed of to the city and had a cup of starbucks ...[ where we had another D&M] afterwhich we TOTALLY felt lyk puking... an finally after waiting half an hour =D [ neh jks it was abt 20 mins] the SLow n steady couple came walking down the track =D haha nehh it was "levin's" fault ... he was late... its ALWAYS the guys.. *glares* haha anyways then we swooped off to crown n watched a movie =D which was really good! a Must watch [well i reckon was pretty gd] ----> NEver BAck DOWN !!! <--- pretty damn gd! but STEP UP 2 is da BEST n nothing can beat it! anyways we spent sometime at southbank just chilling [which was pretty relaxing n fun] n yeh =D then we headed back to youth!!!!! we played this awesome game that i cannot rmbr the name for some reason... but yeh it was really fun!!! and of courseeee we [-> the girls - tanya + liz +me] OWNeddd the guys [ DAMn straight] WHEEEEE
only to come back down to getting owned by soon hao =___+ n his outrages photos of us LOL =D but it was all gd ! *cracks knuckles n glares at soon hao* if it goes up on church service .... there will be no end to the gobble gobbling ! *glares*

haha soo yehh that was abt it!! OH yehh n we had a mini exchange of photos [lan-ing with our USBs + ipoddys] !!!!

Oh yehh n another interesting thing that happened today ... i came home only to realize that i had unknowingly lost one of my contacts during the day.... =S n had only my right eye contacts intact... which was rather weird...
so yehh!! Pretty fun day! !!! luv fridays coz of youth! =D

OH OH juz b4 i go ... I HAV TO RECOMMEND THIS SONG
"HYPNOTIZED" by AKon ft .*something ... something .. something* =D
STEP UP 2 SOUNDTRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHH YEHH!!!

*dances away with Hypnotized*

Easter camp

Juz SOme photos that i've got on hand atm =]

[This is us playing poker at 2 am ] the girls were clean coz we showered.. but the boys stunk =__= tsk tsk













This is juz one of the songs that really touched my heart deep within. n it was also a song that my best friend [liz] chose for worship during her first service being a worship leader=]

she did such a great job ! =] *claps*
~ I Offer my life ~
Verse 1:
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before You, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain I'm making them Yours

Chorus:
Lord, I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord, I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You  as a pleasing sacrifice
Lord, I offer You  my life.Verse 2:
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hand are lifted to You.
Bridge:
What can we give that You have not given
What do we have that is not already yours
All we possess are these lives we're living
And that's what we give to you Lord

Continuing with more photos..

Liz n me =] Camwhorin session =]
Juz goes to show that We will
always find time to camwhore
even if its easter camp !!!










THE HC WANABES
PRESENTING *drum rolls*
BENNEH N POON HAO!  N Levin's COOLEST EVA PJS!! 

Easter camp

Easter camp was the best thing so far this year ...
after a whole term of hc workload, i can say i really enjoyed myself to the fullest. Its something i prob wont ever forget. at least i dont think so ... =P
Just seeing my best friend get baptised and declaring her love for god, really gave me the determination, strength and encouragement to live a life that is christ-like and juz really let god's will be done n not my own.

The testimonies of liz, mich, devin, em, ed and matt, really touched my heart. In particular Matt for his big step of faith in christ at such a young age, n the maturity he's shown throughout... Ur my HERO MATT =D hmm actually talking abt matt, this reminds me of one of the nites when we invaded his room to play MAFIAA at lyk 2am =__= he was still reading his bible n doing his "quiet time" which wasn't really quiet.. seeing as we were playing mafia... but yehh he really sets a good example, n yea i guess i jus really look up to u =]

This easter camp, was really spiritually rejuvenating for me as well. In the sense that i didn't just sit in the sermons n doze off lyk i usually wld hav done... i actually gained more knowledge abt god, his plan for the world, how to live a faith-filled irresistible life and how run the road of life with god in control of my life. Also i daresay i actually learnt more abt myself and the ppl around me. N i really thank Pastor ray for his warmth towards me. Pastor Lex for his awesome sermons and also the coolest youth leaders ever =] ur all my heroes! And i'd lyk to thank Christine n A-1 for the D&Ms and yeh it really meant alot to me.

Just on the note of D&M's i really lyk to thank Harry as well n the rest of the youth for our rather interesting talk at the wee hours of the morning [3am +++] I really got to noe each one of this youth group better and even though we all have our differences and short comings and different interests... i felt that we really became a family in christ. And can i say I SIMPLY LOVE EACH N EVERYONE OF U [ THE L4Gs] !

Also i'd lyk to say thx to ben. U really showed me what support means n the times u spent listening to me is really appreciated. Our talk during the nites were indeed meaningful and i just really lyk to thank u for the fact that u never fail to lend me a listening ear and for being my pillar to lean on when i really needed it. =D <333

Liz n Levin- U guys are awesome ppl. N liz i juz wana thank u for sharing ur testimony and also sharing ur true feelings during the discussion groups. it was really an eye opener for me in the sense that i never thought of things that way. and i juz thank u for being such a great girl-friend ( not as in gf gf type LOL but u noe wad i mean) n yeh i couldnt ask for more =D N one more thing... i really look up to u coz of the step of faith u took =] Hmm as for levin... i juz wana tell u that u n liz's faith in god is really amazing ( as a couple) =] n yeh i really look up to u guys for that too. N btw happy 5 months =] LOL

alrite on a less emotional n serious note...

i'd lyk to mention a few other ppl:

LEVIN T - IS THE PROUDEST OVERSIZED OWNER OF the AWESOMEST COOLEST PJ EVER!

POON HAO - I want to clear up the FACT that i did not stick my finger in ur mouth .. BUT u ate it u OVERSIZED S.H.

N the Guys that i played AROUND THE WORLD TABLE TENNIS WITH! it was the CRAZIEST GAME EVER!!! [ two tables joint together n all ] mann i had so much exercise running around the tables LOl but it was the BEST exercise i had in AGES !

PIctures are COMING SOON! =] WHEN I COLLECT THEM ALL!

7.30 - Was on Q2 G of Ex 6F...
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.by...
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8.00 - was still on the same qs...
T___T
By then.. i probably had already remembered my workings off by heart ... having done the question 10 over times but still getting it wrong... and finally i cracked it ='[
the 1st time i cried because of a stupid maths question =___= i was mad at myself for not being able to do it... n to top it off when i heard: " you need to do more practice !@dsjdfb#%^vb%*"
it really made me GO NUTSO=___=" seriously... i felt wasted... all those practices, no matter how many i did ... wen it came down to this one question ... which made no sense wad-so-eva... i still did it wrong!@#$%^&*()*&%$%^&(%$%^&*(&^%$#$%^&ARGHHHHHH
sometimes i just wanna steal the damn maths brain that sits beside me in either methods or general... >=|
JUST How do they get it so fast?? AND why does it seem like abc to them??? I DONT GET IT
ROAR.... anyway
i officially hate maths now ... last year just doing 1 maths used to be lovable n i daresay FUNN ... but now ... 2 maths... just makes me doubly frustrated especially when i do the find myself doing the same qs over n over again only to get it wrong over n over again... which comes first?? brackets? or square roots? simplify?? or transpose first?? there are just too many of them...
i dont know how i'm going to pass my outcome... which is in 1 weeks time?? ...ARGHH
dsjzk$%^fghjk$%^&Fgh$%^&dfghjk$%^&*(sdf!@#ws@#$%^&*jhff@#$%^&()

HELP MEEE =[ Sighhh*

[ THIS IS FOR BRYAN THE POOHEAD WHO SAID I DONT UPDATE MY BLOG]

now back to blogging =]

I TALKED TO 2 IDIOTS AT LUNCHTIME
n I WONDER WHO ... *cough*
[BRYAN.... & DAN.... =]

- THE END -

hmm once again im 2 days late =___- on blogging about moomba =___="" damn
anyways here are SOme photos
erm that was us two camwhoring on the bus coz he was too busy TEXTIN =__+""
apparently joel ( he was textin to) was more interestin than mee =[ LOL POOPS who talk
""ZZZoomggg"" language ....0.o

yeh anyways i have grp photos but their all with LIZ =] so go to her blog n all the photos are there =]

Grandad's 75th birthday

A very special day for a very special birthday boy with not ONE cake.. but TWO =D yerrr
its the first time grandpa has celebrated his birthday in Aus with us since we moved here [4 yrs ago]

HMMM n did i mention it was a 75th birthday? How do the candles sum up to 75 ??? ...[mum put the candles =P....OBVIOUSLY not me=D]

So wad happened in the end... we realised.. it didnt add up.. n removed all of it.. leaving one lonely candle on the cake =P
But anyhow the birthday boy was still happy =D the cake was satisfying n Chocolicious !!!

Mmmmmm .... feel the sugar rush alrdy!!! *JUMPS AROUND*SMILE

i gotta admit... this is not the best photo i've had with them but oh well =] its the SMILE that counts!!
Luv my grandparents to bits!!

Its really bad how i've been trying to occupy myself with so much work, to escape the process of thinking thru such things....hmm but i decided to type it all out instead and see if it made a diff -

in the past 2 weeks...there was juz countless times wen i wanted to scream my lungs out .... careless of my surroundings n juz let it all out...u noe?
however a peaceful place lyk Doncaster is not the place to do something so crazy =.=
so instead i found myself constantly working my brains out till i ended up stuck on one methods / general question, where my brain wld refuse to work... even if it was juz b2-4ac
then i would pay a visit to my room n peak at a few photos of me n my sister...
allowing some sort of sadness to fill me up in the inside...
its been 4 weeks... n i guess i cant hope for anymore than this... all i can do is pray hard n wait for something to happen...
i noe im getting impatient... but i try to remind myself over n over... that god has a reason for everything...
n to trust in him n let him lead the way and hopefully wen the time is rite my prayers will be answered

.... i think i'll leave it here...
i mite go get some sleep now
=D laterz

ok so i'll skip yesterday coz it was nth interesting =]

TODAYYY YAY =]
i went to vic markets for economics , did some surveys and a stupid wksht on the market =___=
haha but the best part of the whole thing was the jam donuts they r SIMPLY TASTYLICIOUS Ohh yehh n this old lady cracked the shits coz of me >__<
this was what happened:
*At the meat counter*
S.m. -Salesman is helping an old asian lady-
xc* waits at the corner to be served*

old lady: how much is this?
s.m*wraps the old lady's stuff in a bag then sees me waiting beside her*
s.m. : hi can i help you ?

xc: yehh=] erm well do u happen to noe ....*b4 i can finish*
old lady: *pissy tone* HELLO? CAN I PAY FOR THIS FIRST?!
s.m: oh yeh yeh!
xc: Woops ... =|

*walks away*

anyways tmr i hav a friggin outcome at 8am in the morning =___= friggin chinese essay writing ... KILL MEEEE i dont think i can even write one sentence ... its too earlyy T__T my brain does not work so early in the morning .. *SIGHH*

abit lateee

Because im SOOO EFFICIENT and TOTALLY UPDATED =___+ i shall blog abt my day starting from 2 days ago =]

... 2 days ago...
that was teusday?

yeh soo teusdday i had an amazzing day =]
doing SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS PROGRAM =]
i learnt heaps from that program... [though i kind of signed up for it juz to get out of class at the very beginning =D hehe]
but anyways i learnt how to really help a friend in need.. not to give him/her advice based on my own judgements but to give suggestions to help the person help him/herself =D
it was a really fun day as well coz we got free dress n free subways =D * YAY*- pic beside-