alrite this post is a couple of days late so yehh

niweas on saturday, i headed to the city with liz and michelle totally excited about the Our backyard crew performance... only to find out that it was on SUNDAY!!!!! =[ how sadd

so we decided to make ourselves happy by doing some "window" shopping...

well which didnt turn out as "window" as we meant for it to be...

we ended up doing actual shopping T__T i spent 15 bucks on this really nice dress (below)

yes yes im very happy with myself =]

then we decided to go eat some dumplinggss...

... *glares at* "Camy's Shanghai Dumplings " (this alley way restaurant)

i had high hopes for some good dumplings seeing as i've had a craving for them for quite some time...

however i hate to say it.. but that place was a complete dissapointment! the dumplings and the redbean paste thingo that we thought wld be nice, turned out to be the exact opposite... one plate of 16 dumplings costed 6 something. T___T no wonder.... it was cheap and bad...

it was just disatisfying and my crave turned into sickness when i reached home.

i felt like puking when i got home and ended up taking a nap for the rest of the afternoon, in an attempt to sleep the disgusting-ness off...

*note to self... never eat dumplings from alley way restaurants... *

is it possible that one can become stupider? or if im even making any sense at all... dumber? if you ask me, my initial answer would be BS ! as if you can become "dumber" or "stupider" over a couple of months!
but now... i guess i gotta change that answer... coz the impossible is happening to me!!! i feel as though im getting stupider by the day. my grades are getting worse and worse and i feel almost helpless not being able to do anything to stop myself from becoming stupider=___="

am i making sense?

alrite let me illustrate by giving an examples....

my accounting ICT outcome at the start of the week was alright till i realised (after i walked out of the room) that i made many careless mistakes! *there goes my A+*

by right i should be acing my chinese outcomes seeing as im in beginnners but i totally screwed my most recent chinese outcome that was a couple of days ago! that feeling of dissappointment in oneself is totally depressing! i knew how to do those questions but i just didnt apply... ARGHHH

and then methods outcome today... i knew how to do all the questions i just made so many careless mistakes T_______T ARGHHH so i screwed this one up too!

IM SCREWING UP EVERYTHING! every outcome in the last 1 week turned out BAD BAD BAD! i just wished there was a way to make myself smarter and more alert when im doing questions so i dont lose out to my own careless mistakes!

im just so dissappointed in myself *sigh*

mixed up

today's weather was amazing! lunch break was so fun being able to run around in circles stalking eunice and julia=] (i have to sayyy....u guys were pretty pro at running away from judi n me) heheh but unfortunately judi and i were smarterrrr =] HEHEHE [although u scared me at ass] T___T"

niweas on with the happenings of today.
its so ironic how i got this same passage from my chinese tuition teacher that was on the outcome today... and coincidentally It so happens i was ABOUT to do it the night before but i decided that i cbb =___= there you go... i can almost see the grade i'll get for this outcome.. C or a B maybe?? =___= crappp somethings wrong with me! im slacking in everything! the word motivation no longer exists in my world! HELP MEE!!!
self awareness of my slacking attitude is not helping at all T__T its bad i noe.. but fact is i hav an app task tmr n by right i SHOULD be studying for it... but hmm reminds me.. why am i not? oh yeh thats right... im being a slacker...
half the time i tell my friends "DONT SLACK ! MOTIVATE URSELF! DO SOME WORK! =D" and within the next second im off day dreaming or socialising in class =] thats me alright =]

alrite enough abt sch ! on to work at grill'd !
today was pretty fun seeing as i FINALLY made some improvement at cooking the chips and i got 1 COMPLIMENT FOR IT ! my gosh the sense of satisfaction (although my palms and thumbs were scalded with hot chip oilT__T) was COMPLETELY SENSATIONAL... but it died down after awhile i guess... and in no time i was feeling the pain of hot oil burning on my hands =__= I WOULD have washed it off but somehow all the orders came at 1 go leaving me with hardly a second to even take a breath. *thats how busy it was*
+ note to self!+ get some gloves before you start....

all in all it was a satisfying day i guess =]

hmmm maybe i shld go study for my outcome tmr ... *yawnss* i feel tired already =] hehehe

alrite thats the end of it !
im off to planet xc =]
laterz

back in sg!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLLL!! I MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!
I RMBRED UR BIRTHDAY! HEHEHEE

*sending back 10000000tonnes of LOVE back to sg just for u!*

P.S. RMBR TO TELL ME IF U WANT ANYTHING K! =] HEHEHE

<333333 XC

keeping up

Gosh .. i have to say i really give it up to all those [LIZ is particular] who can continuosly update their blogs every single day!!! Mann i seem to have a short term memory loss problem... like seriously... i keep forgetting every couple of days that i doo own a blog page... and then after a few days i'll somehow randomly rmbr ... OH YEAH... thats right... i have a blog.. =__=" damn it

niwaes i am blogging atm due to an over exhausting monday and a crazily aching right hand from all the writing i've been doing in the last 2 hours since my computer decided to crash on me just when i needed it the most! [i'm using my mum's comp atm] ROARRR bloody trojan spyware crap ... why my computer!? its bad enough i have an ICT acc outcome tmr n i have no bloody idea what its abt and how to work excel =__= [ i noe thats stupid but i really don't... ] i am sooo screwed!
well all i can say is technology should never be trusted >=| they are evil little computerised monsters that purposely fail you just when you need them the most!
BUT i shall not be defeated by their EVIL little scheme to ruin my revision for my outcome tmr! >=} I WILL improvise... [... alrite i'm not sure how atm... but I WILL]....
and i shall prove those complicated evil lil monsters what i'm made off and that i don't need to rely on them for anything ! =]

*takes a breath* phew now i feel so much better hehehe

anyways for the time being i guess i'll just have to hand write everything and get used to being technology free for a couple of weeks since my dad has decided to either send it back to singapore for repair or some Dell outlet in melbourne....

ok moving on....
today being monday is the most dreadful day of the week, however theres only 1 thing to look foward to .. and that is tmr's BHS- SYTYCD comp !!!!!!! WOOHOOO i'm pretty excited knowing theres gonna be krumping, popping, hip hop and breaking all by ppl i know =]
josh - krumping
popping - jesse
hip hop - Nun bitt
breaking- Gin
hehehe pretty exciting ! i cant wait to see what they've prepared and who wins in the end !!! WOHOOO anyways i'm off to dinner now
-fried kranskys and noodles--*YUMMYY*-