Why does it seem so far away, even though it's right next to me. Is it an illusion or is it reality? Can there be such differences that make a person change that one thought that was known to be true for as long as it had existed, up till this very moment? And what's worst is that the very cause of it swims around like a blood cot in the brain, it pounds hard and never fades until the eyes shut and deep sleep replaces existence. Thats when everything fades and a dark cloud is replaced by light, a world of recurring mental frustration comes to a temporary "end" of some sort.
I think to myself in this quietness that this thing must not and can-not end, for if it so does, i'd hate to think what will become of me. I can't imagine the ending to this tunnel of frustration, uncertainty, love, hate and jealousy, and yet i know that it is just ahead. It looks as if it is coming towards me with such great speed, or is it I that is sliding down the tunnel towards it? In the midst of this tunnel, my vulnerability is put on the spot, leaving me with no choice but to offer it unconditionally, which makes it all the more worse. Doing so is like heading off on a one way course with no chance return. The longer i leave it out there for, the deeper it goes and the further i go along with it. So Right now, i just wished that i had never entered that tunnel in the first place and that i could return to before this, if and only if i could go back in time and undo all of this foolishness...
20.4.10
16.3.10
I HATE BUS LAW
i officially hate my life. Bus law sucks. =[
Was reading page after page of font sized 9 in my bus law book and after 5 pages i still couldnt understand a SINGLE THING that they were saying.
Whats this "consideration must be sufficient but need not be adequate" ????
isn't sufficient and adequate synonyms??? but guess what... APPARENTLY they have been given "distinct meanings" in discussions of consideration? great... i'll just have to alter the definitions of these words in my dictionary to suit this subject=.="
ok so i read on and it goes...
"a promise to perform an existing duty is no consideration, at least when the promise is made by a party to a pre-existing contract, when it is made to the promisee under that contract, and it is to do no more than the promisor is bound to do under the contract. The rule expresses the concept that the new promise, indistinguishable from the old, is an illusory consideration. And it gives no comfort to a party who by merely threatening a breach of contract seeks to secure an additional contractual benefit from the other party on the footing that the first part's new promise of performance will provide sufficient consideration for that benefit."
and then i loose concentration and everything i've just read, is flowing out of my brain within seconds of completing that paragraph and soon it's all blank and empty, just like it was before i even started reading... the crappy part to all of this is that the paragraph above is pretty much only a quarter of a page in my book.. SIGHS...
It's absolutely FRUSTRATING =.= i cant imagine having to do this for another 7 weeks.... *faints* AHHH the thought of it makes me suicidal. How on planet earth am i going to pass my bus law exam??? And to top it off, those "extended" responses, which are no different to writing a whole essay for each question, are going to screw me over. T_T
Why did i pick bus law? WHYYYYYYYY =.=?????
*note to self* Don't do anymore law subjects after this semester!!!!!
Anyways, i popped on to upload a photo of the awesome as dinner that i cooked (although it was a couple of days ago, but hey i was busy alrite!) Hmmm take a look at this...
Spare ribs with roasted pumpkin and fresh potato salad. (all made from scratch) HEHEHE
YUM YUM YUMMMMM =]
Alrites well, this is it for now, im off to waste somemore time reading those paragraphs of font sized 9 that i'm not going to be able to understand in any case.T_T
Was reading page after page of font sized 9 in my bus law book and after 5 pages i still couldnt understand a SINGLE THING that they were saying.
Whats this "consideration must be sufficient but need not be adequate" ????
isn't sufficient and adequate synonyms??? but guess what... APPARENTLY they have been given "distinct meanings" in discussions of consideration? great... i'll just have to alter the definitions of these words in my dictionary to suit this subject=.="
ok so i read on and it goes...
"a promise to perform an existing duty is no consideration, at least when the promise is made by a party to a pre-existing contract, when it is made to the promisee under that contract, and it is to do no more than the promisor is bound to do under the contract. The rule expresses the concept that the new promise, indistinguishable from the old, is an illusory consideration. And it gives no comfort to a party who by merely threatening a breach of contract seeks to secure an additional contractual benefit from the other party on the footing that the first part's new promise of performance will provide sufficient consideration for that benefit."
and then i loose concentration and everything i've just read, is flowing out of my brain within seconds of completing that paragraph and soon it's all blank and empty, just like it was before i even started reading... the crappy part to all of this is that the paragraph above is pretty much only a quarter of a page in my book.. SIGHS...
It's absolutely FRUSTRATING =.= i cant imagine having to do this for another 7 weeks.... *faints* AHHH the thought of it makes me suicidal. How on planet earth am i going to pass my bus law exam??? And to top it off, those "extended" responses, which are no different to writing a whole essay for each question, are going to screw me over. T_T
Why did i pick bus law? WHYYYYYYYY =.=?????
*note to self* Don't do anymore law subjects after this semester!!!!!
Anyways, i popped on to upload a photo of the awesome as dinner that i cooked (although it was a couple of days ago, but hey i was busy alrite!) Hmmm take a look at this...
Spare ribs with roasted pumpkin and fresh potato salad. (all made from scratch) HEHEHE
YUM YUM YUMMMMM =]
Alrites well, this is it for now, im off to waste somemore time reading those paragraphs of font sized 9 that i'm not going to be able to understand in any case.T_T
10.3.10
Public transport sucks
Omgggosh criminal minds is like the SCARIEST thing ever! (psychologically i mean)
I was just watching criminal minds and now im OFFICIALLY scared of barbie dolls!!!! .... I think i will shiver at the sight of them now!
ANYWAY, Yes well the question is why am i here?
ANS: Because i just got reminded that im duty bounded to blog =] so here i am...
TODAY I've learnt one thing n one thing only, and thats VIC PUBLIC TRANSPORT SYSTEM SUCKS BALLS and i'VE HAD IT! >=| FRUSTRATING PIECE OF POOP!
This morning i was SUPPOSED to catch the 10.55 am bus and so i got there around 10.45. I waited and waited and waited, 10 mins later the bus was still nowhere to be seen. So i waited and waited and waited AND FINALLY at 11.15 the bus came driving down the bus terminal, moving as slow as a tortoise T_T! *ROAR ROAR ROARRR!!! was the only thing INSIDE MIND* =.=
SO the conclusion is I NEED MY Ps!!!!!! AND I NEED TO DRIVE!!! But first of all I NEED THE 120 HOURS!!!! SIGHS. I hate this system and late buses are POOPIES!
Apart from that lesson, i really havent learnt anything new yet... not at my accounting lecture today either=.=
I was just watching criminal minds and now im OFFICIALLY scared of barbie dolls!!!! .... I think i will shiver at the sight of them now!
ANYWAY, Yes well the question is why am i here?
ANS: Because i just got reminded that im duty bounded to blog =] so here i am...
TODAY I've learnt one thing n one thing only, and thats VIC PUBLIC TRANSPORT SYSTEM SUCKS BALLS and i'VE HAD IT! >=| FRUSTRATING PIECE OF POOP!
This morning i was SUPPOSED to catch the 10.55 am bus and so i got there around 10.45. I waited and waited and waited, 10 mins later the bus was still nowhere to be seen. So i waited and waited and waited AND FINALLY at 11.15 the bus came driving down the bus terminal, moving as slow as a tortoise T_T! *ROAR ROAR ROARRR!!! was the only thing INSIDE MIND* =.=
SO the conclusion is I NEED MY Ps!!!!!! AND I NEED TO DRIVE!!! But first of all I NEED THE 120 HOURS!!!! SIGHS. I hate this system and late buses are POOPIES!
Apart from that lesson, i really havent learnt anything new yet... not at my accounting lecture today either=.=
7.3.10
monday = gay day
Just survived the longest day of my week- Monday.
ok tbh im only here because someone made me feel GUILTY n obliged in some way to do a post today. =.="
Well anyways, today i committed a record breaking act ( for me that is), wagging for the FIRST TIME since i started UNI =] ALthough uni has really only gone for one week LOLOL =D STILL ... it was my first time that i wagged a lecture. AND it was a management lecture =.=" so all the MORE reason to skip it. but i guess the main incentive was the thought of my comfy soft blanket n cosy bed at home that really made me walk out of that lecture theater 15 minutes ( NO JOKE) into the lecture.
Yehh SOoo i completely missed out on whatever was being lectured for this week, but i guess it doesnt matter, theres always the book and its chapter summaries!!!!!!!! Chapter summaries = my NEW BEST FRIEND, they save me soooo much time n effort and r just simply AWESOME!
Okiess well im off to go find some food to eat noww=D
Laters all
ok tbh im only here because someone made me feel GUILTY n obliged in some way to do a post today. =.="
Well anyways, today i committed a record breaking act ( for me that is), wagging for the FIRST TIME since i started UNI =] ALthough uni has really only gone for one week LOLOL =D STILL ... it was my first time that i wagged a lecture. AND it was a management lecture =.=" so all the MORE reason to skip it. but i guess the main incentive was the thought of my comfy soft blanket n cosy bed at home that really made me walk out of that lecture theater 15 minutes ( NO JOKE) into the lecture.
Yehh SOoo i completely missed out on whatever was being lectured for this week, but i guess it doesnt matter, theres always the book and its chapter summaries!!!!!!!! Chapter summaries = my NEW BEST FRIEND, they save me soooo much time n effort and r just simply AWESOME!
Okiess well im off to go find some food to eat noww=D
Laters all
28.2.10
Costco n bday dinner
I FINALLY GOT MY ASS DOWN TO COSTCO, THX to my sis =] i had a chance to go in and take a GOOD look at just HOW cheap things can get in BULK>50 x smith chips -snack size packs for ONLY 12.99 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and some other cool stuff that were obviously not as alarmingly cheap as the one i mentioned above, but still SO VERY CHEAP =D
Anyway after that satisfying buy we headed out for dinner at this nice restaurant at Camberwell. It was called flerili Or SOMETHIng... anyway i wasnt really paying attention but mannnnnnn it was one sumptuous dinner with the best ever chocolate soufle to top things off =D HEHEEHE
Well that was pretty much IT !
ANyways i need to go sleep now, before i die of lack of sleep, on the early morning bus ride (7.15 am ) to clayton ! >=| SO NOT HAPPY With that SHITTY TIMETABLE=[(ARGHHHH)
and some other cool stuff that were obviously not as alarmingly cheap as the one i mentioned above, but still SO VERY CHEAP =D
Anyway after that satisfying buy we headed out for dinner at this nice restaurant at Camberwell. It was called flerili Or SOMETHIng... anyway i wasnt really paying attention but mannnnnnn it was one sumptuous dinner with the best ever chocolate soufle to top things off =D HEHEEHE
Well that was pretty much IT !
ANyways i need to go sleep now, before i die of lack of sleep, on the early morning bus ride (7.15 am ) to clayton ! >=| SO NOT HAPPY With that SHITTY TIMETABLE=[(ARGHHHH)
26.2.10
MONEY MONEY MONEY
*sings to self* MONEY MONEY MONEY, IT is SOMETHING in the rich mans world =DD
BREAD BREAD BREAD BREAD BREAD YUM YUM YUMMMMMMMMMYYYYYY! MY fav bread stall in the whole wide worlllddd =P
Hehehehe JUST got the job at BREADTOP!!!!WHICH MEANSSSSS soon my bank account shall not be soo empty, as it currently is... *hides in shame*
Well i did go shopping today... it was the BARDOT SALE so i guess i HAD to ... I bought NICE AS JEANS (approved by JESS LA =D) It was Similar to the one below
AND BEST OF ALL IT WAS FROM $159.99 DOWN TO $30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How CLD I have resisted... it was IMPOSSIBLE HEHEHEHEHE SO i GOT it !
ANd then i got a nice casual dress for 12 bucks =] it was down from the ALRDY discounted $20. n I think it was like 30 bucks or 40 bucks before =] (cldnt find a photo for that)
ANYWAY POINT IS I GOT THE JOB N IM NOT GONNA BE SO POV ANYMORE! =D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! CANT WAIT TO START! =]
24.2.10
IT JUST TOPPED MY SONG LIST
BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS ON REPLAY 24/7
MASSIVE OBSESSION WITH MY NEWEST MOST FAV ARTIST ~ MATT PALMER
MATT PALMER - FALL FOR YOU!
We built it like a castle of sand
And we held it in the palm of our hands
Never let it blow away in the wind
Or wed catch it, put it back together again
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When my phone rings
And you're dialing my number I can't breathe
So don't ever wonder if this thing
We got going is stuck in a daydream
Cause it's real to me, my baby
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
What we got it won't ever fade
If were miles apart or worlds away
Girl, the only thing I'll ever need is you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When you're scared and lonely just pick up the phone
You're my one and only, you're never alone
There is no hope for me it's too late I've fallen for you
For you
ITS ON REPLAY 24/7
MASSIVE OBSESSION WITH MY NEWEST MOST FAV ARTIST ~ MATT PALMER
MATT PALMER - FALL FOR YOU!
We built it like a castle of sand
And we held it in the palm of our hands
Never let it blow away in the wind
Or wed catch it, put it back together again
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When my phone rings
And you're dialing my number I can't breathe
So don't ever wonder if this thing
We got going is stuck in a daydream
Cause it's real to me, my baby
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
What we got it won't ever fade
If were miles apart or worlds away
Girl, the only thing I'll ever need is you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When you're scared and lonely just pick up the phone
You're my one and only, you're never alone
There is no hope for me it's too late I've fallen for you
For you
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