A passing rain cloud

I am not whining, don't get me wrong...

But i'm just saying what i feel...

Its only been a short while... 

Its only been days...

Though i can't help but to miss the many things about you that makes me smile...

I know I'm too reliant, but you just can't blame me...

I've been conditioned to be this way, 

through the times with you and me...

 

So I know in my mind that you have to go one day,

But it never registers in this heart, 

coz I don't know how to face it.

I've promised you many things and I can only wish...

that i'll be able to keep to them even after you leave. 

I'll try my best, no guarantees...

So don't expect too much from me. 

Guess what?

I tried too hard over the last few days

to write out everything i wanted to say..

But i realized it was simply impossible

because it's beyond what only words could paint

As much as i would like to, i want to tell you everything

You know i don't mean to be selfish and keep part of me

But i just need reassurance, that you'll still desire it eventually.