19.2.10

Quiche



Just made some really tasty quiche that i am sure i'll make again =D
Anyway Some ppl just don't appreciate it when they have the privilege to try! >=|
AND SOOO I ATE IT ALL BY MYSELF HMPH!
Sometimes just when you start to think you know a person, things happen that make you shudder at the thought of your mis-assumption. But in any case, you still move on in some sort of mask, pretending that nothing had ever happened.

Anyway... another thing that i've realized is that...
I really don't believe that there is any word or promise that has been made by a "promisor" doing it without the intention of breaking it in the end. They may say " I promise" but subconsciously they are actually thinking "If i break it, what will happen? And if I don't, will anything happen?" [and btw this only applies to humans] As they all say, promises are made to be broken! Are they not??

Alright well I'm gonna go sleep now, with my mind thinking - I can't BELIEVE HIM! I gave him 4 reminder calls, all within the space of half an hour and he can just simply forget abt it TWICE IN A ROW??? *roars with anger* I HATE UNRELIABLE PEOPLE! =[ They irritate me like crazy!!!!

17.2.10

Snip Snap. A wake up call. Time to get down to business and accomplish the unaccomplished left from before. Have you ever felt like after a long break, you just don't want to go back to the everyday routine? Well i finally broke the endless cycle of laziness and procrastination. I figured the longer you leave it hanging, the worse it gets. (Yes Yes... i know it took me a tiny bit long to realize it, but better late than never i guess)
Along with my wake up call came several tedious jobs in line waiting for me to do.
E.g. 1) Get my UNI BOOKS
2) Settle my uni fees ( Hecs approval not received =S i dont noe whyyyy!!!)
3) Get my ass to gym and quickly finish my gym membership!
4) Lose some weight ( the most tedious job of all, given my love for food)
5) Get my ass to Kumon to finish up my training and START EARNING MONEY
6) Upload photos of singapore trip ( not so important but still something i need to do)
7) TIDY UP MY DAMN ROOM! =.= (this is one the second most tedious considering the state of mess my room is in atm) *SIGHS*
8) start my ASX account so i can catch up to ben =.=

Ok well this is my list of 'To Dos'. I sure hope they become 'To Dos'

OHH AND BEFORE I GO, CONGRATS TO XINNI IN GETTING HER Ps!!!! ALI's KEBABS HERE WE COMMEEEEEE =D

Blogging it out

Here it is, i'm finally back to blogging (after saying it the last time in 2009 but obviously not keeping to it...)
During the last one week, too many things had happened, cramping up my mind to the extent that i actually felt it was kind of neccessary to blog it all out. I figured that blogging would be the answer to my frustrations and my sudden irritable nature that had kicked in over the last few weeks, which is still the case. I can't really pinpoint a specific moment to which these emotions began but i can say that i've never felt this way before.
A couple of days ago, a sudden decision was made that i could not have seen coming. It hurt like crazy and i guess i should have seen it coming...It began as nothing but ended up to be something and i don't know how i feel about it anymore. This decision was made sort of by me and sort of not... it really hasn't set in me yet. It seems unreal, but it happened so fast that the thought of it leaves me breathless. A snippet of time was lost in it and i guess it leaves me empty. It is almost impossible to describe with words what goes on inside, but it feels as if it is hollow right now, with nothing to give to those around and nothing to offer to anybody. I know this is merely a phase like a passing rain cloud but i just had to blog it out.


P.s. I wana give special thanks to ben for redesigning my blog for me. Thx man!
And don't forget to vote --> =]

7.2.09

I'm officially back to blogging again =] [at least for the next few weeks i suppose]. Well... its been quite awhile that this blog has been neglected and i would feel most horrible T___T to leave it so empty for the next few weeks till i find sometime to come back here again... ALSO since i am procrastinating at the moment and have nothing better to do.. i decided Might as well come here.=] ANWAYS HERE ARE...
My accomplishments for the day :
Half an exercise of maths [ in 5 hours altogether] =__=

I'd like to announce the fact that i have no idea what i am doing with 2 maths subjects AND im so screwed. oh yeh.... =]
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alright im off now +__=

17.1.09

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10.1.09

Long time no write...
feels kinda weird how my extremely tired- from lack of sleep- brain thought of my blog just out of the blue and directed my actions right here.
Alrite so... what did i do today?
Well i attended one of the church member's wedding and it was so beautiful. You may think all weddings ARE meant to be beautiful but what made it more special than any other was the fact that i finally realized that there could be only one reason that could land 2 people in front of each other willing to commit the rest of their lives to the other person. That reason was God's love.
I really never saw the beauty in weddings till this one. The church ceremony was beyond a doubt the most meaningful one i've ever attended.
The bride walked down the aisle holding her father's arm in one and a bunch of flowers in the other. Her hand shaking so intensely that i could see it from where i was sitting. Eyes were stuck on her amazingly white gown and the pretty face that hid behind the veil.
Sitting at the very last row of seats right to the very back wall, i thought to myself that one day that would be me walking down the aisle. It felt kind of scary how life moves so fast. Someone ever told me that "the only constant in life are changes". I dont know how much one can change in months, weeks or even days... But i know one thing. That if 2 people are fated to be together, whether life changes drastically or stays the same they will end up together in the very end. If things don't turn out, theres always so much more out there waiting for you to leave your footprints so just Hope you realize life out there is much bigger than just the one person who left those footprints in your heart... if you're reading this that is. SMILEEEE K! =]
~SMILE AND THE WORLD WILL SMILE BACK AT YOU! ~