Niweas i have came to the conclusion that SALT AND SATURATED FAT LEAD U TO THE MOST UNPLEASANT TIMELY DEATH! after watching the most GRUESOME disgusting )(*&^%$#@!@#$% program... of which a 25 stone man is DISSECTED by a team of experts.. *faints*
Looking at all that fat in the man's tummy, the thickness of it when it was cut up ... honestly it was no different to that of a pork belly! ok those of you who like pork belly, you're gonna hate me for this but its true! And worst of all his diaphragm was in the most ABSURD place anyone would have even imagined... it was in line with his nipples! zomgoshhh ...
But WAIT! theres more....
DUE to the movement of his diaphragm all the way up there... his organs have been squashed all the way up there too. his lungs were pretty much at the bottom of his neck, his heart was filled with white fatty tissues and was twice the avg size a heart shld be. His lungs were much smaller than a normal lung and his liver and kidneys were all lost in the LAYERS OF FAT SURROUNDING HIS ORGANS!!!!!!!! SHld i keep going? Hmm mayb not, i think i'll juz make sure i tell the last part. Well the expert who dissected this 25 stone [140+ kg] man, considered this man to have died because of heart failure [ lol no surprise there!] and concluded that the man pretty much " Ate himself to death " ....
17.7.08
13.7.08
Oh nooo schools on tmr !!!!!!!>____<
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*FAINTS*
Is it really worth it to give your love to someone who doesnt even give a shit all abt you? Hmmm lemme think.... i thinkNOT ... So what if you used to be best friends or shared all your secrets or were like sisters? what matters now is that was history and you doing all that for her is just wasting your own time, tears, effort and energy. Save your own energy otherwise soon you'll end up in a dead knot and feel totally wasted. Coz truth is... no matter how much you wish its not true... people like her are never gonna change. They hold grudges, store hatred and have no love. They only think about themselves, everything should revolve around them and they'll never give in during a fight. They always think their right, their never in the wrong. They refuse to say sorry and always blame somebody else for their mistakes. Would it really be of any use to hope that she will change? i doubt so. Its easy to say, why doesn't god do anything about it? Honestly, even i dont know the answer to that question too. Maybe he has a plan? Maybe its test of faith? but whatever it is i cant hold on any longer, i'm losing it already.
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*FAINTS*
Is it really worth it to give your love to someone who doesnt even give a shit all abt you? Hmmm lemme think.... i thinkNOT ... So what if you used to be best friends or shared all your secrets or were like sisters? what matters now is that was history and you doing all that for her is just wasting your own time, tears, effort and energy. Save your own energy otherwise soon you'll end up in a dead knot and feel totally wasted. Coz truth is... no matter how much you wish its not true... people like her are never gonna change. They hold grudges, store hatred and have no love. They only think about themselves, everything should revolve around them and they'll never give in during a fight. They always think their right, their never in the wrong. They refuse to say sorry and always blame somebody else for their mistakes. Would it really be of any use to hope that she will change? i doubt so. Its easy to say, why doesn't god do anything about it? Honestly, even i dont know the answer to that question too. Maybe he has a plan? Maybe its test of faith? but whatever it is i cant hold on any longer, i'm losing it already.
10.7.08
1st day at grill'd
damn righttt its my first day of my new job=] started off at 12 and made a few mistakes but since i have an awesome brain [cough] i managed to get a hang of the whole working at the till and the touch screen register thingo [well at least i think so]
*note to liz* when u saw me dropping everything on the floor=___= i wasnt a master of the register YET so yehh... it was only awhile after u left that i stopped making mistakes!
alrite so here was the highlight of my work ... i got scolded by some cranky picky as lady!
xc: HI HOW CAN I HELP U TODAY?
lady: YEs give me.. @#$%^&*%$@% etc...
xc: alrite that will be 11.50 thanx
lady: *gives 20 bucks and 50 cent coin*
xc: [being new at the till] keyed in the wrong amount received. instead of keying in 20.50 i keyed in 20 bucks =__=
xc: hey im sorry i keyed in 20 bucks so *tried to give back the 50 cent coin*
lady: WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? CANT U JUZ GIVE ME 10 BUCKS CHANGE! DID U DO YEAR 12 MATHS !???
xc: [note to self* >=| GRRRRRR IMMA KICK UR ASS MISSY] actually dw abt it! sorry abt that !
lady: GEEZ
thinks* SCREW U LADY! IM A YEAR 11 alrite... n plus IF U HAD ANY KNOWLEDGE YEAR 12 MATHS DOESNT CONSIST OF 20 - 9.50 and knowing how to operate the stooopid tills! *GRRR
but anyways !!! apart from that 1 moment! EVERYTHING ELSE WAS AWESOME!! I LOVED TH joB! BUT IM totally RUN OUT AND TIREDDD!!!! my LEGS are lyk gonna snap in half!
=] SOMEONE DONATE ME A PAIR OF CARVES =] THXOK BYE =]
*note to liz* when u saw me dropping everything on the floor=___= i wasnt a master of the register YET so yehh... it was only awhile after u left that i stopped making mistakes!
alrite so here was the highlight of my work ... i got scolded by some cranky picky as lady!
xc: HI HOW CAN I HELP U TODAY?
lady: YEs give me.. @#$%^&*%$@% etc...
xc: alrite that will be 11.50 thanx
lady: *gives 20 bucks and 50 cent coin*
xc: [being new at the till] keyed in the wrong amount received. instead of keying in 20.50 i keyed in 20 bucks =__=
xc: hey im sorry i keyed in 20 bucks so *tried to give back the 50 cent coin*
lady: WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? CANT U JUZ GIVE ME 10 BUCKS CHANGE! DID U DO YEAR 12 MATHS !???
xc: [note to self* >=| GRRRRRR IMMA KICK UR ASS MISSY] actually dw abt it! sorry abt that !
lady: GEEZ
thinks* SCREW U LADY! IM A YEAR 11 alrite... n plus IF U HAD ANY KNOWLEDGE YEAR 12 MATHS DOESNT CONSIST OF 20 - 9.50 and knowing how to operate the stooopid tills! *GRRR
but anyways !!! apart from that 1 moment! EVERYTHING ELSE WAS AWESOME!! I LOVED TH joB! BUT IM totally RUN OUT AND TIREDDD!!!! my LEGS are lyk gonna snap in half!
=] SOMEONE DONATE ME A PAIR OF CARVES =] THXOK BYE =]
8.7.08
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL WISHES AND BIRTHDAY CARDS AND GIFTS AND REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY !=] Ben Jess Eunice Judy Liz Lina tanya and you guys know who you areeee lah=] HEHE <33
Alrite well before i begin my reflection on the past 16 years? wait 15? [shhs I CAN COUNT] of my life... let me just warn u, its gonna be a long one, so if ur not ready to sit tight then close this page right now =]
Anyways.. on with it ! In the last 16 years, i've been through the typical teenage years of rebellion and now i can definitely say that boyy am i glad that its almost over! Honestly, i cant rmbr when i learnt how to tell lies or when i learnt how to fight back and speak my mind, or when i started to drift away from this family. But i one thing for sure was that this begun not that long ago, probably during my recent years in Melbourne i guess... Coming here was this huge step that we as a family had to take together. But living here was a whole different story. Throughout those times, there were those real good times where i felt like i was standing at the peak of the highest mountain ever, and also those bad times where life felt like i was on this downward spiral that ended in this massive ditch [ like those quick sands] which would suck you in faster the more you struggled.
And recently i lost the one thing i found when i came here and that was this amazing faith in God . I lost it because i gave in to anger and rage and lost a relationship that meant the world to me. So why couldn't sorry do the trick? well heres how it works, i figured that some things in life can't be mended with just a word of "sorry", somethings.. like a broken heart or a disagreement that turned into feud and hatred... And now that i look back, all i can say is [with regret] that i wished none of it had happened. i wished i hadn't lost my temper and i wish i hadn't lost control of my rationality and i wish i hadn't used those bad words on you. I was so foolish as to unconsciously blame God for all the wrongs in my life but now i thank god, that through these difficult times i learnt to really listen to his word and search for him. I learnt that only through prayer, the impossible becomes possible. And of course i couldnt have done this without the encouragement and support from my a few special ppl. In particular, Ben and Eunice for the ENDLESS support and encouragement that they gave me. I love you guys to bits and pieces<3 Even though the other things i have gained along the way will never replace the relationship [ i lost] that i screwed up, you learn to look on the bright side to everything and just live with hope and learn that not everything in life will do your way... most importantly i learn't the true meaning that God has a reason for EVERYTHING.
Well today something strange happened. In the morning i read my devotion book as usual, and the message
was to encourage one another in faith and so coincidentally i received encouragement from the one person who knew me inside out =] and that was "youuu" [Ben.H] ! I gotta say you picked the right verse [whether by accident or not] i wont forget that verse from Deuteronomy especially in times when i find it hard to cope=] Btw man i gotta say im pretty impressed even though the my eyes went blind from reading your hand writing! [i couldnt read a few words... ok maybe a paragraph HAHA jks jks] BUT i could tell it was really from your heart and i appreciate that. I'll be sure to make FULL use of the 24 /7 service and just in reply of your question ... im up for 2 years FOSHOO BROO! ANYTIMEEE Yall ! HEHEHE and lastly thanks for the whole bf/bf thingo ! [ you noe wad i mean lah] so.. BFFL yea yea?
*Judy* Ehh girll thanks for you AWESOME AS CARD ! EVen though this doesn't happen in the book of TIN TIN ... [who caresss] TINTIN LOVES SNOWY HIS [her] FAV MOST FAITHFUL COMPANION TILL THE ENDD! WOOHOOOO =]<3333333 p.s. Snowy is on my bed now =] WInk wink*
*jess* EHH girll=] man the sleepover was the BESTTT and THANK YOU for the awesome fireworks !!! and the cake !!! [why dont u go be a baker?HEHHE ] we Have to do another sleepover K!
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ok i needa go now =___= i've officially spent 2 hours on blogging ... [NOTE TO SELF* NOT GOOD] T__T
Alrite well before i begin my reflection on the past 16 years? wait 15? [shhs I CAN COUNT] of my life... let me just warn u, its gonna be a long one, so if ur not ready to sit tight then close this page right now =]
Anyways.. on with it ! In the last 16 years, i've been through the typical teenage years of rebellion and now i can definitely say that boyy am i glad that its almost over! Honestly, i cant rmbr when i learnt how to tell lies or when i learnt how to fight back and speak my mind, or when i started to drift away from this family. But i one thing for sure was that this begun not that long ago, probably during my recent years in Melbourne i guess... Coming here was this huge step that we as a family had to take together. But living here was a whole different story. Throughout those times, there were those real good times where i felt like i was standing at the peak of the highest mountain ever, and also those bad times where life felt like i was on this downward spiral that ended in this massive ditch [ like those quick sands] which would suck you in faster the more you struggled.
And recently i lost the one thing i found when i came here and that was this amazing faith in God . I lost it because i gave in to anger and rage and lost a relationship that meant the world to me. So why couldn't sorry do the trick? well heres how it works, i figured that some things in life can't be mended with just a word of "sorry", somethings.. like a broken heart or a disagreement that turned into feud and hatred... And now that i look back, all i can say is [with regret] that i wished none of it had happened. i wished i hadn't lost my temper and i wish i hadn't lost control of my rationality and i wish i hadn't used those bad words on you. I was so foolish as to unconsciously blame God for all the wrongs in my life but now i thank god, that through these difficult times i learnt to really listen to his word and search for him. I learnt that only through prayer, the impossible becomes possible. And of course i couldnt have done this without the encouragement and support from my a few special ppl. In particular, Ben and Eunice for the ENDLESS support and encouragement that they gave me. I love you guys to bits and pieces<3 Even though the other things i have gained along the way will never replace the relationship [ i lost] that i screwed up, you learn to look on the bright side to everything and just live with hope and learn that not everything in life will do your way... most importantly i learn't the true meaning that God has a reason for EVERYTHING.
Well today something strange happened. In the morning i read my devotion book as usual, and the message
was to encourage one another in faith and so coincidentally i received encouragement from the one person who knew me inside out =] and that was "youuu" [Ben.H] ! I gotta say you picked the right verse [whether by accident or not] i wont forget that verse from Deuteronomy especially in times when i find it hard to cope=] Btw man i gotta say im pretty impressed even though the my eyes went blind from reading your hand writing! [i couldnt read a few words... ok maybe a paragraph HAHA jks jks] BUT i could tell it was really from your heart and i appreciate that. I'll be sure to make FULL use of the 24 /7 service and just in reply of your question ... im up for 2 years FOSHOO BROO! ANYTIMEEE Yall ! HEHEHE and lastly thanks for the whole bf/bf thingo ! [ you noe wad i mean lah] so.. BFFL yea yea?*Judy* Ehh girll thanks for you AWESOME AS CARD ! EVen though this doesn't happen in the book of TIN TIN ... [who caresss] TINTIN LOVES SNOWY HIS [her] FAV MOST FAITHFUL COMPANION TILL THE ENDD! WOOHOOOO =]<3333333 p.s. Snowy is on my bed now =] WInk wink*
*jess* EHH girll=] man the sleepover was the BESTTT and THANK YOU for the awesome fireworks !!! and the cake !!! [why dont u go be a baker?HEHHE ] we Have to do another sleepover K!
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ok i needa go now =___= i've officially spent 2 hours on blogging ... [NOTE TO SELF* NOT GOOD] T__T
7.7.08
Devotion and reflection...
"Loving God means obeying his commands. And God'scommands are not too hard for us,"
" because everyone who is a child of God conquers the world.
And this is the victory that conquers the world - Our faith"
1 John 5:3-4
LIFE should never be too hard for us unless we disobey god i guess. If you look back and realize that your life hasn't really been all that smooth then maybe something is wrong with your lifestyle. Review it and figure out what has been wrong. Usually its the sins that give you all the pleasure in the world for a split second before you come crashing down into a ditch. Make a list of the things that you have chosen to do that were wrong...for me...i could probably come up with a MILLION things on my list. Well all i can say is that it sure is hard to resist temptations but with this verse, i'm sure that if i trust in the lord he will not let temptation overcome me! and thats the power of his unconditional great love for us.
ALRITEEYY Noww time for my highlights of today!
I ACCOMPLISHED the great mission of the day ! and that was to COMB the whole of DFO and The Basement and any other shops along the way!!!! n my gosh i combed them alritee... just that i ended up with a gazillion and one blisters on my feet! That wasnt as bad... What was bad was running for the friggin bus and POPPING ALL MY BLISTERS +__________________+ OMGOSHHHH they hurt lyk CRAZIEEE.
niweas it was all worth it! i bought 2 tops and a skirt for 10 bucks?? [ well that was coz 1 shirt was a gift from ben ^_^ ] HEHE but hey heyy! pretty good i guess.. 10 bucks for 3 things =] im pretty satisfied i have to say !
AND my mission begins =] 1.30 pm
a FAILed attempt to change style ...
stupid high waist skirt ! >=|
Attempt no. 2 to change style =]
~$10 Jeans skirt ! [BOUGHT]
THe black top came for free with the purchased skirt =]
and the top on the right came from valley girl! 25 bucks=]
hmm so all in all i spent 10 bucks?
now i can officially say
WOHOO! YAYAYAY!
after approximately 5 hours of walking =_=
and blister -rizing both my feet collecting abt 5 blisters?
and popping most of them =__=
But wait... what do we have here? HMM i guess im not the only one who felt the pain on those
poor feet ! [ this is ben trying to walk normal after a failed attempt to con the bubble cup ppl]
Being sooo drained from the day's mission =__= i HAD to buy Mrs fields cookies to regain some energy and give my fuel tank a refill=]
ALrite enough abt the day =] time to go do some workkK!
byee guys!
ALRITEEYY Noww time for my highlights of today!
I ACCOMPLISHED the great mission of the day ! and that was to COMB the whole of DFO and The Basement and any other shops along the way!!!! n my gosh i combed them alritee... just that i ended up with a gazillion and one blisters on my feet! That wasnt as bad... What was bad was running for the friggin bus and POPPING ALL MY BLISTERS +__________________+ OMGOSHHHH they hurt lyk CRAZIEEE.
niweas it was all worth it! i bought 2 tops and a skirt for 10 bucks?? [ well that was coz 1 shirt was a gift from ben ^_^ ] HEHE but hey heyy! pretty good i guess.. 10 bucks for 3 things =] im pretty satisfied i have to say !
AND my mission begins =] 1.30 pm
a FAILed attempt to change style ...
stupid high waist skirt ! >=|
Attempt no. 2 to change style =]
~$10 Jeans skirt ! [BOUGHT]
THe black top came for free with the purchased skirt =]
and the top on the right came from valley girl! 25 bucks=]
hmm so all in all i spent 10 bucks?
now i can officially say
WOHOO! YAYAYAY!
after approximately 5 hours of walking =_=
and blister -rizing both my feet collecting abt 5 blisters?
and popping most of them =__=
But wait... what do we have here? HMM i guess im not the only one who felt the pain on those
poor feet ! [ this is ben trying to walk normal after a failed attempt to con the bubble cup ppl]
Being sooo drained from the day's mission =__= i HAD to buy Mrs fields cookies to regain some energy and give my fuel tank a refill=]
ALrite enough abt the day =] time to go do some workkK!
byee guys!
6.7.08
ever wondered if its real coincidence, or did god plan it that way? so happens that todays message from pastor Ray was abt the devotional life of christ. And this is somewhat of a coincidence or shall i say plan by god since i'm currently struggling with my daily devotion. To me time is never enough... sometimes i even wished that there preferably 36 hours in a day? but helloooo reality check! we only have 24 hours in a day... gee come to think of it, thats really really little.
So heres how it goes, 9 hours for sleeping [ standard ] + 5 hours for eating shitting showering n those stuff + 6 hours for school + 2 hours for travelling + 2 hours of ???? devotion?? hmmm why not? but how is it that somehow we will always find something to fill up those 2 hours of our "left over" time? In my case ... it wld be more lyk 2 hours for TV and MSN =___= so after hearing abt the GREAT DEVOTIONAL LIFE CHRIST had ... i was totally guilty! but lucky for me he is a forgiving god =] so i have officially decided to do something [ i duno wad yett] with my HORRIBLY PACKED life style and commit sometime every morning to god=] before i do ANYTHING else !
alrite now im gonna go on facebook cya laterzzz
So heres how it goes, 9 hours for sleeping [ standard ] + 5 hours for eating shitting showering n those stuff + 6 hours for school + 2 hours for travelling + 2 hours of ???? devotion?? hmmm why not? but how is it that somehow we will always find something to fill up those 2 hours of our "left over" time? In my case ... it wld be more lyk 2 hours for TV and MSN =___= so after hearing abt the GREAT DEVOTIONAL LIFE CHRIST had ... i was totally guilty! but lucky for me he is a forgiving god =] so i have officially decided to do something [ i duno wad yett] with my HORRIBLY PACKED life style and commit sometime every morning to god=] before i do ANYTHING else !
alrite now im gonna go on facebook cya laterzzz
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