I FINALLY GOT MY ASS DOWN TO COSTCO, THX to my sis =] i had a chance to go in and take a GOOD look at just HOW cheap things can get in BULK>50 x smith chips -snack size packs for ONLY 12.99 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and some other cool stuff that were obviously not as alarmingly cheap as the one i mentioned above, but still SO VERY CHEAP =D
Anyway after that satisfying buy we headed out for dinner at this nice restaurant at Camberwell. It was called flerili Or SOMETHIng... anyway i wasnt really paying attention but mannnnnnn it was one sumptuous dinner with the best ever chocolate soufle to top things off =D HEHEEHE
Well that was pretty much IT !
ANyways i need to go sleep now, before i die of lack of sleep, on the early morning bus ride (7.15 am ) to clayton ! >=| SO NOT HAPPY With that SHITTY TIMETABLE=[(ARGHHHH)
28.2.10
26.2.10
MONEY MONEY MONEY
*sings to self* MONEY MONEY MONEY, IT is SOMETHING in the rich mans world =DD
BREAD BREAD BREAD BREAD BREAD YUM YUM YUMMMMMMMMMYYYYYY! MY fav bread stall in the whole wide worlllddd =P
Hehehehe JUST got the job at BREADTOP!!!!WHICH MEANSSSSS soon my bank account shall not be soo empty, as it currently is... *hides in shame*
Well i did go shopping today... it was the BARDOT SALE so i guess i HAD to ... I bought NICE AS JEANS (approved by JESS LA =D) It was Similar to the one below
AND BEST OF ALL IT WAS FROM $159.99 DOWN TO $30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How CLD I have resisted... it was IMPOSSIBLE HEHEHEHEHE SO i GOT it !
ANd then i got a nice casual dress for 12 bucks =] it was down from the ALRDY discounted $20. n I think it was like 30 bucks or 40 bucks before =] (cldnt find a photo for that)
ANYWAY POINT IS I GOT THE JOB N IM NOT GONNA BE SO POV ANYMORE! =D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! CANT WAIT TO START! =]
24.2.10
IT JUST TOPPED MY SONG LIST
BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS ON REPLAY 24/7
MASSIVE OBSESSION WITH MY NEWEST MOST FAV ARTIST ~ MATT PALMER
MATT PALMER - FALL FOR YOU!
We built it like a castle of sand
And we held it in the palm of our hands
Never let it blow away in the wind
Or wed catch it, put it back together again
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When my phone rings
And you're dialing my number I can't breathe
So don't ever wonder if this thing
We got going is stuck in a daydream
Cause it's real to me, my baby
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
What we got it won't ever fade
If were miles apart or worlds away
Girl, the only thing I'll ever need is you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When you're scared and lonely just pick up the phone
You're my one and only, you're never alone
There is no hope for me it's too late I've fallen for you
For you
ITS ON REPLAY 24/7
MASSIVE OBSESSION WITH MY NEWEST MOST FAV ARTIST ~ MATT PALMER
MATT PALMER - FALL FOR YOU!
We built it like a castle of sand
And we held it in the palm of our hands
Never let it blow away in the wind
Or wed catch it, put it back together again
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When my phone rings
And you're dialing my number I can't breathe
So don't ever wonder if this thing
We got going is stuck in a daydream
Cause it's real to me, my baby
And I still don't
Remember life before
You came inside
And opened up that door
You're an angel I've
Never known a love like yours
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Something special that's for sure
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
What we got it won't ever fade
If were miles apart or worlds away
Girl, the only thing I'll ever need is you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
Cause I stay up late night and wait for your call
When I hear your voice nothing matters at all
Girl, I got no choice I just can't help but fall for you
When you're scared and lonely just pick up the phone
You're my one and only, you're never alone
There is no hope for me it's too late I've fallen for you
For you
ORIENTATION -
Advertising safe sex so quick??? Practically EVERY stall or Club that i went to, that gave out freebies... gave out (WHAT A SURPRISE =.=) CONDOMS !!!!
This was what happened..My first station was the nando's stall. I ran up and gave that cute man-sized nandos chicken a hug and received a handful of freebies, amongst which came 2 small little packets that looked completely harmless to take. So ANYWAY I happily took it and held on to it WITHOUT realizing what it was. THEN adam came n asked me if i wanted his, SO I TOOK IT (STILL WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS OK).. n yess i got bagged so bad after that and what happened after is pretty self-explanatory. LOl =.=Sighs! I sure did learn a lesson there.... =.=
NOTE TO SELF * CHECK WHAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN EVEN IF IT WAS FREE BEFORE GETTING MORE OF IT =.=
This was what happened..My first station was the nando's stall. I ran up and gave that cute man-sized nandos chicken a hug and received a handful of freebies, amongst which came 2 small little packets that looked completely harmless to take. So ANYWAY I happily took it and held on to it WITHOUT realizing what it was. THEN adam came n asked me if i wanted his, SO I TOOK IT (STILL WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS OK).. n yess i got bagged so bad after that and what happened after is pretty self-explanatory. LOl =.=Sighs! I sure did learn a lesson there.... =.=
NOTE TO SELF * CHECK WHAT I HAVE BEEN GIVEN EVEN IF IT WAS FREE BEFORE GETTING MORE OF IT =.=
21.2.10
Reality
Fragile. Fragile. Fragile... was the only thing running through my mind as i saw her scurrying around the house, with her shrunken skin-to-bone figure, frantically trying to gather the things that they were going to take with them. Every few minutes she would come to me with new instructions on how to carry on the job after her. The dog, the bedsheets, the cupboard, the clothes, the washing etc. Unfortunately all that i could register was that they were leaving.
Then, he called for me. I stepped into my room which they had been occupying for months and sat beside him on the bed. He gave me a light pat on my back and said with tears welling up in his sunken eyes, "I'm leaving, and i don't know if I'll ever come again". Immediately the words, "Don't say that, you will definitely be able to make it here next year!!" came to my mind. The only thing was, i didn't say it. I wanted to say it, but those words just wouldn't come out. There was something blocking it. Anyhow it became obvious to me that his weak body was growing weaker by the minute. Be it due to a weak mind or the lack of will power to live... he was not going to get any stronger, that's for sure. It ached to see him tear but I didn't know how to comfort him. All i had then was a fractured moment of hope that they would come and visit me again. I hugged him wishing that the only thing stopping them from coming was the accommodation. Then, things would have been so much easier and this time i would actually be able to do something to make life better for them. Like give up my room or whatever it took to make space for them in this house. But the reality of it was that the problem lied with their health and that was something that I, irregardless of choice, couldn't make a difference in. They're taking a nap now and that's why I'm down here blogging away, but i know that in a few hours time, the moment that i've been dreading for, for the last few months, will in any case become real.
Laters all
Then, he called for me. I stepped into my room which they had been occupying for months and sat beside him on the bed. He gave me a light pat on my back and said with tears welling up in his sunken eyes, "I'm leaving, and i don't know if I'll ever come again". Immediately the words, "Don't say that, you will definitely be able to make it here next year!!" came to my mind. The only thing was, i didn't say it. I wanted to say it, but those words just wouldn't come out. There was something blocking it. Anyhow it became obvious to me that his weak body was growing weaker by the minute. Be it due to a weak mind or the lack of will power to live... he was not going to get any stronger, that's for sure. It ached to see him tear but I didn't know how to comfort him. All i had then was a fractured moment of hope that they would come and visit me again. I hugged him wishing that the only thing stopping them from coming was the accommodation. Then, things would have been so much easier and this time i would actually be able to do something to make life better for them. Like give up my room or whatever it took to make space for them in this house. But the reality of it was that the problem lied with their health and that was something that I, irregardless of choice, couldn't make a difference in. They're taking a nap now and that's why I'm down here blogging away, but i know that in a few hours time, the moment that i've been dreading for, for the last few months, will in any case become real.
Laters all
19.2.10
Quiche
Just made some really tasty quiche that i am sure i'll make again =D
Anyway Some ppl just don't appreciate it when they have the privilege to try! >=|
AND SOOO I ATE IT ALL BY MYSELF HMPH!
Sometimes just when you start to think you know a person, things happen that make you shudder at the thought of your mis-assumption. But in any case, you still move on in some sort of mask, pretending that nothing had ever happened.
Anyway... another thing that i've realized is that...
I really don't believe that there is any word or promise that has been made by a "promisor" doing it without the intention of breaking it in the end. They may say " I promise" but subconsciously they are actually thinking "If i break it, what will happen? And if I don't, will anything happen?" [and btw this only applies to humans] As they all say, promises are made to be broken! Are they not??
Alright well I'm gonna go sleep now, with my mind thinking - I can't BELIEVE HIM! I gave him 4 reminder calls, all within the space of half an hour and he can just simply forget abt it TWICE IN A ROW??? *roars with anger* I HATE UNRELIABLE PEOPLE! =[ They irritate me like crazy!!!!
Anyway... another thing that i've realized is that...
I really don't believe that there is any word or promise that has been made by a "promisor" doing it without the intention of breaking it in the end. They may say " I promise" but subconsciously they are actually thinking "If i break it, what will happen? And if I don't, will anything happen?" [and btw this only applies to humans] As they all say, promises are made to be broken! Are they not??
Alright well I'm gonna go sleep now, with my mind thinking - I can't BELIEVE HIM! I gave him 4 reminder calls, all within the space of half an hour and he can just simply forget abt it TWICE IN A ROW??? *roars with anger* I HATE UNRELIABLE PEOPLE! =[ They irritate me like crazy!!!!
17.2.10
Snip Snap. A wake up call. Time to get down to business and accomplish the unaccomplished left from before. Have you ever felt like after a long break, you just don't want to go back to the everyday routine? Well i finally broke the endless cycle of laziness and procrastination. I figured the longer you leave it hanging, the worse it gets. (Yes Yes... i know it took me a tiny bit long to realize it, but better late than never i guess)
Along with my wake up call came several tedious jobs in line waiting for me to do.
E.g. 1) Get my UNI BOOKS
2) Settle my uni fees ( Hecs approval not received =S i dont noe whyyyy!!!)
3) Get my ass to gym and quickly finish my gym membership!
4) Lose some weight ( the most tedious job of all, given my love for food)
5) Get my ass to Kumon to finish up my training and START EARNING MONEY
6) Upload photos of singapore trip ( not so important but still something i need to do)
7) TIDY UP MY DAMN ROOM! =.= (this is one the second most tedious considering the state of mess my room is in atm) *SIGHS*
8) start my ASX account so i can catch up to ben =.=
Ok well this is my list of 'To Dos'. I sure hope they become 'To Dos'
OHH AND BEFORE I GO, CONGRATS TO XINNI IN GETTING HER Ps!!!! ALI's KEBABS HERE WE COMMEEEEEE =D
Along with my wake up call came several tedious jobs in line waiting for me to do.
E.g. 1) Get my UNI BOOKS
2) Settle my uni fees ( Hecs approval not received =S i dont noe whyyyy!!!)
3) Get my ass to gym and quickly finish my gym membership!
4) Lose some weight ( the most tedious job of all, given my love for food)
5) Get my ass to Kumon to finish up my training and START EARNING MONEY
6) Upload photos of singapore trip ( not so important but still something i need to do)
7) TIDY UP MY DAMN ROOM! =.= (this is one the second most tedious considering the state of mess my room is in atm) *SIGHS*
8) start my ASX account so i can catch up to ben =.=
Ok well this is my list of 'To Dos'. I sure hope they become 'To Dos'
OHH AND BEFORE I GO, CONGRATS TO XINNI IN GETTING HER Ps!!!! ALI's KEBABS HERE WE COMMEEEEEE =D
Blogging it out
Here it is, i'm finally back to blogging (after saying it the last time in 2009 but obviously not keeping to it...)
During the last one week, too many things had happened, cramping up my mind to the extent that i actually felt it was kind of neccessary to blog it all out. I figured that blogging would be the answer to my frustrations and my sudden irritable nature that had kicked in over the last few weeks, which is still the case. I can't really pinpoint a specific moment to which these emotions began but i can say that i've never felt this way before.
A couple of days ago, a sudden decision was made that i could not have seen coming. It hurt like crazy and i guess i should have seen it coming...It began as nothing but ended up to be something and i don't know how i feel about it anymore. This decision was made sort of by me and sort of not... it really hasn't set in me yet. It seems unreal, but it happened so fast that the thought of it leaves me breathless. A snippet of time was lost in it and i guess it leaves me empty. It is almost impossible to describe with words what goes on inside, but it feels as if it is hollow right now, with nothing to give to those around and nothing to offer to anybody. I know this is merely a phase like a passing rain cloud but i just had to blog it out.
P.s. I wana give special thanks to ben for redesigning my blog for me. Thx man!
And don't forget to vote --> =]
During the last one week, too many things had happened, cramping up my mind to the extent that i actually felt it was kind of neccessary to blog it all out. I figured that blogging would be the answer to my frustrations and my sudden irritable nature that had kicked in over the last few weeks, which is still the case. I can't really pinpoint a specific moment to which these emotions began but i can say that i've never felt this way before.
A couple of days ago, a sudden decision was made that i could not have seen coming. It hurt like crazy and i guess i should have seen it coming...It began as nothing but ended up to be something and i don't know how i feel about it anymore. This decision was made sort of by me and sort of not... it really hasn't set in me yet. It seems unreal, but it happened so fast that the thought of it leaves me breathless. A snippet of time was lost in it and i guess it leaves me empty. It is almost impossible to describe with words what goes on inside, but it feels as if it is hollow right now, with nothing to give to those around and nothing to offer to anybody. I know this is merely a phase like a passing rain cloud but i just had to blog it out.
P.s. I wana give special thanks to ben for redesigning my blog for me. Thx man!
And don't forget to vote --> =]
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